I’m so excited for tomorrow,
According to my bedroom scales I’ve lost 6lbs over the last two weeks. So, I’m taking one night off then getting straight back on track. I really want to be under this stone before I go back to uni. 3 weeks to lose 2.5lbs -easy! If put my mind to it.
However, I am super nervous about Saturday. I’m handing in my notice at work. As I said, I’ll be going back to uni in 3 weeks and my new timetable means I’m going to be in Monday-Friday, most days till’ 5pm. There is no way I’m going to be able to keep up with revision while working weekends, not in third year. Plus, I really want to take part in the work experience they have on offer this term so I need my weekends free for other opportunities.
I hope they aren’t mad at me for leaving. I really did find it an amazing experience; I’ve learnt so many new skills and gained so much confidence in terms of working with the public but I think it’s time to move on and concentrate on my grades. I barely made it to second year, so third is going to be tough.
Before dinner snack -Banana, Peach & Plum
Looking through my old photographs and came across this. This is a picture of my Leo. He died not long after this picture was taken, a couple of months later. It makes me sad when I think about how short rats lives are, considering how much love they have to give. He was the light in all of my dark days, I’ll miss him forever.
Time to start working on the more social side of life;
Me and Warren are off to the cinema on Thursday to watch What If, we’re catching the later viewing and going to Almost Famous afterwards for dinner then out for drinks. I’m nervous, it’s completely out of my comfort zone.
I usual go to the cinema around 2pm and eat before I go, but I think it’s time to stop living in my comfort zone and start taking back control of my life. This is the first small step on the long road to a confident and happier me.